Gus Chenowth

Thinking, thinking, all about you

Wondering why the Lord chose you?

Your sudden death is so hard to understand, you were only 23, and such a very young man.

The questions of why you passed so soon, has lefted all your loved ones very confused.

They say everything happens for a reason

Yet its hard to understand, and way too confusing.

I look at your mom, and her pain is so deep, all the unanswered questions are so incomplete.

You were her son, and she loved you so much, that all the self blame has left her in a ruff.

Shine your star Gus, let her know that you're still here, console her, and comfort her, help shed her tears.

Shine your star Gus, brightly in the sky so we can look to it and know there's no permanent good-byes...

Let us know that you await on your star, that your right above us, and not too far.

We love you Gus, we all miss you much... So shine your star bright, and we'll try to remain tuff.

I know in my heart, we will all meet again- I can feel it inside, I just can't say when.

Life's a struggle, and can be filled with pain, but in our thoughts, Gus, you shall forever remain

I was going thru life, not knowing my doom, when my life finally ended in a motel room.

And in a quick moment, everything changed so fast, my life flashed before me, everything from my past.

An angel appeared and he offered me wings, if I asked for forgiveness for all my bad things.

As soon as I did, my wings I was given, and thats when I flew, straight up to heaven..

So thats where I am mom, in the skies up above, looking down on you, the mother I love.

Please don't be sad and please don't cry, I'll be there waiting when its your turn to die.

I will be there, to take your hand, and together we will fly to that promised land.

You will then get your wings, and an angel you'll be and together in heaven we will always be.